who am i?

my digital name is River. this site is a scrapbook, a diary, a moodboard and an archive of things i love and things i’m still figuring out.

basic info

• name: River
• age: 21
• pronouns: she/her
• timezone: CET
• species: computer fairy virus

things i adore

• trinkets from friends
• cats, the forest, matcha & chai
• journaling & quiet rituals
• music that hurts a little
• crafting with my hands
• art nouveau & art deco

things i dislike / hate

• fake people
• being rushed
• dishonesty
• being treated like a child
• waking up after 11am

things that scare me

• rabies and scabies
• abandonment
• being forgotten
• everyone hating me
• having no time left

unsettling things i think about

• how memory distorts over time
• becoming someone i don’t recognize
• how easily people disappear
• parallel lives i’ll never live
• being perceived incorrectly forever

small comforts

• warm homemade drinks
• late-night playlists
• trinket shopping
• being alone but not lonely
• my cat's purrs